Final Farewell

Well, I know I shut down this operation already, and there may not be anybody still out ther to read this, but I feel it's important that I update my MOM post.
My mother was called to heaven on Saturday, 08/14/10. I won't go into all of the details, but she went to sleep the previous Thursday night and never woke up. That's exactly what she prayed for. Her poor fragile body couldn't take it any more. There was no pain, just reflexes as her body gradually shut down. I can't even tell you how happy I am that she is gone. As with all wonderful people who pass away, her soul has passed into eternal life. That's what I believe and I'm sticking to it. Conversely, I am sad for the obvious selfish reasons that occur when we lose a loved one. However, I'm so happy that she has been reunited with her many friends and family that were called home before her. There is no more confusion or uncertainty to surround her daily thoughts. There is no more need for her loving caregiver, Lydia. She became invaluable to my mom while tending to her every need. She was indeed a true blessing for our family. The nurses and therapists who made regular weekly visits were also very caring and professional. I have learned that it takes a very special individual to care for the sick and dying elderly. My mom said they were angels and I'd have to agree.I feel it would take me forever to convey my love for my mother, so I'll keep it brief and share a special story.
When I went to visit mom on the Thursday before her passing, I noticed that she had become a lot more lethargic. I sat in a chair across from her bed as I usually did during our visits and I noticed that she was not going to say much. Somehow, I felt compelled to have a little pep talk with her. So, as I stood up to leave, I walked over to her bed to give her a kiss goodbye. However, this time I leaned over and told her that it was okay to let go. She just seemed ready. So we looked into each others eyes and I said "Mom, if the Lord is calling for you, it's okay to let go. We'll all be fine. You don't have to worry about anything. We'll take care of everything. It's okay mom, it's okay." I then gave her a kiss and told her " I love you more than you'll ever know." I beat her to the punch because that's what she always told me. She answered that she loved me too and smiled a smile that will stay etched in my memory until we meet again. I went home to give Carla an update and relayed what I had told mom. I never would have imagined that what I said to my mom would be our last communication. I'd like to believe that it wasn't a coincidence. Only God knows, but I'm glad that it appears that she was waiting to be reassured that she could finally rest in peace.
My mom deserves a lot more rememberance, but this will have to do for the time being. If anybody reads this, please say a prayer and remember that Gloria Hagerty was a remarkable woman. Thanks for the love and memories, Mom.